i know i shouldn't

ohmigosh...
it's already my 2nd week at allergy&rheumatology dept...

how time really flies...
and tomorrow will be the day where the weekly case conference is gonna be held...
arrghhh...

malas nye...

yeah,
i know i shouldn't be spending time doing some rubbish blogging...
but i am just so damn tired...

i didn't do much today...
i even had time for an afternoon nap...

but what am i fussing about so much?
entahlah...

i don't know what i am not satisfied with this dept...
maybe the summaries are killing me in some way but i have somehow managed to cope bit by bit surprisingly...

maybe it's the human relationship that is bothering me...
the MOs are nice people even though one of them really say things that make you feel that you are no use at all...which is sad but true...

maybe not being able to communicate well with the other HOs that is making me feel uneasy and uncomfortable...

yep...may it's that...
the HOs that i rotated with at hematology dept were people who of nearly my kind and i really had fun...
but the ones rotating with me right now are those who are...let me see...serious people...
who don't take in jokes...

i don't want to consider them as boring people since they are just trying to be serious with their work...

but i would prefer to have more laughter and joy while working...

well, different people have different ways...

so guess i'll have to follow the flow...

can't wait for this rotation to end!